y others can i can't
i'm so envy u all girls...
feel that best friend are leaveing one by one
busy their own staff , boyfriend ,family ,new friends and so on..
they have few shoulder to lean on
keep walk with big step..
i din'd realise i am too over step
i had stoped my feet,i only realise that i'm not enjoy ,exhausted ,also non of peaceful at all
i have to do it own everything
everything... everything... with no shoulders include my parents
i had fail my exam subject so that next semester must be full of stress
alright that's my fault i din't did it well
i tryed solve those subject that many deeply grammer @@
my weekness *
gosh ...i had 3 subject was similiar in this semester
so that i will resit my failed subject at 3rd semester which is just 2 month time to prepare 5 subject !
i know '..must fight for it...'
do i lisen attentively this words ?
i feel that i'm totally lost..
everyday up n down to the college
keep takes note , write down those answers , friends help to guide me when i'm confuse question
sometimes will do some revision at night
but in the end like learn noting
what's my brain doing..
spoilt ? damage ?
i must say i take my hat off to successful iron lady
how can they did it to !
my limit just 8month to be that
i'm tired..i need some people to pampere me oftenly
it's hard to get that ?
i can't drop my tears but i'm not feeling well in my heart
i'm not a supergirl ,
before that i'm think that i am
now i knew that
i'm not
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